Raining, just now.
Nothing happened. Just some normal stuffs going on.
Just that...I'm sien. sien. sien.
So only I updating my blog now. XD
Hmmm...Let me see...
Yep, tomorrow is Merdeka, the title this year is...
Satu Malaysia Dengan Tranformasi...Is it this? Nvm...Tomorrow can know de.XD
Tomorrow no school!! Yay! This is the fun part. =P
But got homework eeeeeee...TT.TT
Like changing syarat like that. Heng!
But nice lah...At least better than normal days. Weekdays. I mean.
Thursday is Parents' Day.
Ooooohhh...Not excited, but sad.
555555...I got number 41/45...><
Why m I so low edi?!
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....I don wanna be a loser...
Even Hotdog number 9, Yan number 11...
Yer...So bad...Muz work more harder now!
If I'm not wrong, d scary upsr is only about one and a half weeks away?
So fast...Humph...I havent even study...Dono how to study...
555555....Think back to my keputusan, really dono how to face my mum...
Muz work hard! Work hard!! Work hard!!!
1,2...1,2...1,2...
Havent do my study time table...
Kk~Gonna start doing my study time table edi, gtg...Bye!
Monday, August 30, 2010
Sunday, August 29, 2010
I hate this...
Don't look at me like that, I'm not good at polo, underwater or anything...
Yeah, I am a loser, a loser, you still want me?
You looked at me like I am a loser, I felt that I don't suite you...
I just wanted to be the best, but I can't.
I don't have such freedom to do all this stuffs like Susu they all.
I don't have money...I don't have freedom...I'm not as pretty as a picture...I'm not prefect like XinWei, being loved by Sherman..
I don't know whether you like who, but I don't think you like me.
Because, even the PandaFace also like Mandy, who had a birth-mark on the face.
Humph...I'm not enough, this is what I am.
I don't understand, WHY?! Why am I not the one who's The Perfect One?!
I've borned to be having a 'mak' on my right side of the mouth.
I always thinks that I am an ugly person among my friends.
I have 'eye nest', don't know how to say...
This 'eye nest' makes me feel like I'm a person who face is going down(下垂).
When I'm taking photos, it's worse.
The flash lights made my 'eye nest' and the goggle mark looked like an ugly person.
I've gotten used to it, but since that I've known the prettinest of people,
I've understood that, I'm not pretty enough to be your other half.
I know, no one on earth is 100% perfect, but I just wanted myself to be pretty!
This isn't hard...
Yep, so I've tried some sort of facial treatments that mum had helped me.
It isn't good enough, so I've tried another care.
I've now trying to be as moralble and as careful as possible when doing somethings infront of my friends, the one who I love and people.
This maybe could help me, so I am in my Mission One.
But I haven't list my 'wanted-s' out, but I hope that my mission can complete.
Now, what I want to do is to make myself like Katherine and XinWei.
They are soooooo pretty and perfect.
I just wish to be like her.
Their smile, their face, their manners, their everything!
She is just sooooo cute!
Wah...I've being drugged by them...XD
I am planning to do every mission all together, this helps me to do it where ever or whenever I want.
I wanna buy clothes, wallets, bags, books, shoes, equipments...
I don't wanna make my parents tired of my wanted-s,
so, I wanna have my own job like my sister.
I wanna be like a person who works.
I wanna teach kids swimming lessons, this is my only way to find jobs in youth.
I'm under aged, yes I know.
But I just needed money so much!
I don't have daily moneys from parents coz I don't want.
But now I WANT. I NEED IT.
So embarrasing when asking to have money...
I told mum, but she just don't mention about it.
I might wanna ask Aunty Agnes to help me to find this treasurer's gold...
Coz I don't wanna be a person who uses their parent's money to buy their wanted-s,
like Su Qian they all.
They use their parent's money to buy such expensive things.
But I wished to follow them, YanXi and Annie could follow, too.
Maybe next year...I could have my own job.
I wanna keep them until I had enough, then I'll ask my sis to help me buy.
Like IPOD, IPhone4, MacBook...I would like to have techno items.
Why? Oh...Because they rocks. They definitely rocks. Dude.
Not only these things. I still want other things.
I told you already what I wanted, it's up there~
I wanna be the best upon my friends.
To my friends, I'm a bunker, a person who always skips school.
Yeah, it's why that I don't have fancies. Maybe.
Or, I'm ugly.
Yep, this are the reasons, sorry, I mean maybe reasons.
Humph...I just wanna be top.
Or followers, perhaps?
But I don't have nether one.
Because I was being borned in a sort of 'locked-up' family,
means you don't have freedom to have what you want like the SMTKJX Club.
Haix...What I need is simple, but I just can't make it.
I've being given a pair of nice big eyes, but I've ruined it myself because of rubbing it, always.
Now I've stopped it by controlling when not needed to rub.
I always pull my face down with my hand because of water coming down making me feel itchy. I made myself felt that my face is going downwards.
I still can't control this section, but I'm helping it.
I tried to only pull my nose or just tap my hand towards my face, this maybe could help the ater to separate.
I have more to tell...What? You really wanna know?
Fine. I'll tell.
I had back-pimples at my back body.
I had many pimples around my face, especially my nose and forehead.
I had 'hairs' on my whole body. Luckily that Brenda was same long with me.
My fingers were small but my palms were big, I want it on the other side.
When my hair'll go itchy, sometimes, and I had to scratch it. Ewwww...So embarrasing...
I'm rude, sometimes. I shud change this, also.
I'm bad at land exercise and some other water sports except swimming, of course.
Sorry, I hoped that you don't mind about my bad attitutes, coz you wanna know...><
It's embarrasing...Paiseh paiseh...
Yeah, I am a loser, a loser, you still want me?
You looked at me like I am a loser, I felt that I don't suite you...
I just wanted to be the best, but I can't.
I don't have such freedom to do all this stuffs like Susu they all.
I don't have money...I don't have freedom...I'm not as pretty as a picture...I'm not prefect like XinWei, being loved by Sherman..
I don't know whether you like who, but I don't think you like me.
Because, even the PandaFace also like Mandy, who had a birth-mark on the face.
Humph...I'm not enough, this is what I am.
I don't understand, WHY?! Why am I not the one who's The Perfect One?!
I've borned to be having a 'mak' on my right side of the mouth.
I always thinks that I am an ugly person among my friends.
I have 'eye nest', don't know how to say...
This 'eye nest' makes me feel like I'm a person who face is going down(下垂).
When I'm taking photos, it's worse.
The flash lights made my 'eye nest' and the goggle mark looked like an ugly person.
I've gotten used to it, but since that I've known the prettinest of people,
I've understood that, I'm not pretty enough to be your other half.
I know, no one on earth is 100% perfect, but I just wanted myself to be pretty!
This isn't hard...
Yep, so I've tried some sort of facial treatments that mum had helped me.
It isn't good enough, so I've tried another care.
I've now trying to be as moralble and as careful as possible when doing somethings infront of my friends, the one who I love and people.
This maybe could help me, so I am in my Mission One.
But I haven't list my 'wanted-s' out, but I hope that my mission can complete.
Now, what I want to do is to make myself like Katherine and XinWei.
They are soooooo pretty and perfect.
I just wish to be like her.
Their smile, their face, their manners, their everything!
She is just sooooo cute!
Wah...I've being drugged by them...XD
I am planning to do every mission all together, this helps me to do it where ever or whenever I want.
I wanna buy clothes, wallets, bags, books, shoes, equipments...
I don't wanna make my parents tired of my wanted-s,
so, I wanna have my own job like my sister.
I wanna be like a person who works.
I wanna teach kids swimming lessons, this is my only way to find jobs in youth.
I'm under aged, yes I know.
But I just needed money so much!
I don't have daily moneys from parents coz I don't want.
But now I WANT. I NEED IT.
So embarrasing when asking to have money...
I told mum, but she just don't mention about it.
I might wanna ask Aunty Agnes to help me to find this treasurer's gold...
Coz I don't wanna be a person who uses their parent's money to buy their wanted-s,
like Su Qian they all.
They use their parent's money to buy such expensive things.
But I wished to follow them, YanXi and Annie could follow, too.
Maybe next year...I could have my own job.
I wanna keep them until I had enough, then I'll ask my sis to help me buy.
Like IPOD, IPhone4, MacBook...I would like to have techno items.
Why? Oh...Because they rocks. They definitely rocks. Dude.
Not only these things. I still want other things.
I told you already what I wanted, it's up there~
I wanna be the best upon my friends.
To my friends, I'm a bunker, a person who always skips school.
Yeah, it's why that I don't have fancies. Maybe.
Or, I'm ugly.
Yep, this are the reasons, sorry, I mean maybe reasons.
Humph...I just wanna be top.
Or followers, perhaps?
But I don't have nether one.
Because I was being borned in a sort of 'locked-up' family,
means you don't have freedom to have what you want like the SMTKJX Club.
Haix...What I need is simple, but I just can't make it.
I've being given a pair of nice big eyes, but I've ruined it myself because of rubbing it, always.
Now I've stopped it by controlling when not needed to rub.
I always pull my face down with my hand because of water coming down making me feel itchy. I made myself felt that my face is going downwards.
I still can't control this section, but I'm helping it.
I tried to only pull my nose or just tap my hand towards my face, this maybe could help the ater to separate.
I have more to tell...What? You really wanna know?
Fine. I'll tell.
I had back-pimples at my back body.
I had many pimples around my face, especially my nose and forehead.
I had 'hairs' on my whole body. Luckily that Brenda was same long with me.
My fingers were small but my palms were big, I want it on the other side.
When my hair'll go itchy, sometimes, and I had to scratch it. Ewwww...So embarrasing...
I'm rude, sometimes. I shud change this, also.
I'm bad at land exercise and some other water sports except swimming, of course.
Sorry, I hoped that you don't mind about my bad attitutes, coz you wanna know...><
It's embarrasing...Paiseh paiseh...
Friday, August 27, 2010
兔宝宝一星期又三天大了！
Yay！兔宝宝已经一星期又三天大了！哇……好开心哟！兔宝宝的毛毛也多了！而且颜色也渐渐有色彩了！自从在上个星期三，也就是八月十八日出世后，兔宝宝已经长大了好一个size，我和姐姐这“兔保姆”也深深感到非常欣慰。
不仅如此，我们还给了它们这些小皮鬼儿更适合的名字呢！上次那个名字有点不适合，但这次我们依据了它们个自的独特颜色给了它们“咖啡一族”的名字！哦，还有！我们已经知窍了它们的性别，我本来想要全母的，但只可惜，它们全都是男的……没关系，性别不是问题，最重要的还是它们的安危与健康情况！
好！现在我就公布名字吧！大哥叫Mocha，因为它的颜色有点黑褐，头上就有一条长长的白线，遗传妈妈的白线。而二哥就叫Cappuccino，Cappuccino和Mocha有点难分，我猜想它们两是双胞胎。如果要分出Cappuccino和Mocha，这也不难，因为Cappuccino头上的白线不比Mocha来的长，Cappuccino的白线是一点酱点下去，而Mocha的白线是货真价实的白线，长长一条酱。三个呐，就叫Coffee，因为它整只呀，想黑咖啡一样黑，所以就叫Coffee。本来我们想叫它Black Coffee的，但Coffee也是黑的嘛，所以就缩短了名称。最后，小弟呢，就叫Latte。我们本来也是想叫它Milk的，但姐姐说她喝过白色的Latte，所以就叫它Latte咯！啊，对不起对不起！我搞杂了！Coffee是二哥才对，Cappuccino是三哥……
改次有空的时候，我po它们的照片上来，进请期待！^^
不仅如此，我们还给了它们这些小皮鬼儿更适合的名字呢！上次那个名字有点不适合，但这次我们依据了它们个自的独特颜色给了它们“咖啡一族”的名字！哦，还有！我们已经知窍了它们的性别，我本来想要全母的，但只可惜，它们全都是男的……没关系，性别不是问题，最重要的还是它们的安危与健康情况！
好！现在我就公布名字吧！大哥叫Mocha，因为它的颜色有点黑褐，头上就有一条长长的白线，遗传妈妈的白线。而二哥就叫Cappuccino，Cappuccino和Mocha有点难分，我猜想它们两是双胞胎。如果要分出Cappuccino和Mocha，这也不难，因为Cappuccino头上的白线不比Mocha来的长，Cappuccino的白线是一点酱点下去，而Mocha的白线是货真价实的白线，长长一条酱。三个呐，就叫Coffee，因为它整只呀，想黑咖啡一样黑，所以就叫Coffee。本来我们想叫它Black Coffee的，但Coffee也是黑的嘛，所以就缩短了名称。最后，小弟呢，就叫Latte。我们本来也是想叫它Milk的，但姐姐说她喝过白色的Latte，所以就叫它Latte咯！啊，对不起对不起！我搞杂了！Coffee是二哥才对，Cappuccino是三哥……
改次有空的时候，我po它们的照片上来，进请期待！^^
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
六位男生被关在厕所事件
哇！天大的消息！！今天潘雨业被反锁在了八打灵精武华小，不但如此，还有六位学生也一同被锁在了里面！！
事情是这样的：事发是在补习时间，也就是三点二十分左右。当时阿潘向韦老师问去厕所的许可，老师给予了允许。大概二十分钟以后，大家发觉阿潘不见好久了，于是老师就叫AF去探个究竟，韦老师也跟着去了。不久以后，AF回来了。他告诉我们，“雨业被锁在厕所里了！他一直叫“救命啊！救命啊！！”还一直敲打门口呢！哈哈哈哈！“
幸灾乐祸……接着，许多八瓜的人就去八瓜了。一个又接一个，阿姨和阿关也去看了。我和阿夏就在那里想，Hmmm…阿潘会怎样叻？我们两在那里胡思乱想。呜！她们回来了，脸上还有种取笑的笑样。
哦……原来阿潘被反锁在了整间厕所里……想着想着，韦老师进来了！韦老师“Phew！”一声，坐了下来打电话。“哈咯？啊，XX老师啊，那个三楼的男厕所啊，有六个学生被关在了里面，你有没有钥匙啊？”哇塞！六个？！也太多了吧？
由于我们这班伙子一听到“六个学生被关在里面”这句话而议论纷纷，韦老师“喂！吵什么吵！”过后，韦老师就在那里找锁匙，“叮叮当当”响，像风铃似的。找了一阵子，韦老师终于说话了，他说“哎！没救了……”舍米？！阿潘今天死定了？！接着，韦老师又回到了现场阻拦那些八瓜的学生，顺便等那位“锁匙老师”的到来。
距离放学时间还很远，所以我们班有许多翻薯去看看看，八瓜八瓜，无聊！阿姨开玩笑说里面有七个人被关在了里面，然后阿关就问，什么意思？阿姨就说，吶，里面还有一个baby吗！
我笑笑，因为我不明白，谁有了在里面？除了PLJ和孕妇以外，我们班就没有人被我们开玩笑当“年轻妈妈”啦！噢，原来PLJ也被关在了里面……啧啧啧，我真是粗心哪！我还以为PLJ去做“八”哩！
“放学咯！”肥仔AF说。“唔——！！放学啦！不知道阿潘他们怎样了”我跟姸说。“可能被臭死了！”Yan回答。“呵呵！要不，我们去看咯？”Annie建议。“嘿！正有此意！一起咯？”我开心地说，因为有人和我有同感。“Come on， let‘s go！”我已经站在门口等Yan，Annie还有美珊了。
我们走到了距离此厕所的十米外，发现有许多旁观者在那里做“八”，包过6K班的，真是的，人在厕所，你们看个屁呀？无聊！之后，我就回家了。
偌，这就是“The Story Of Poon Yu Yip And Poon Li Jun Stucked In The Smelly Toilet With The Other Four”。哈哈！我可以把这事件弄成一个故事了，可是叻，那差别是，it‘s a true story~哈哈！
经过这次的事件以后，我终于领悟到，人在上厕所的时候，记得，要把整间厕所的大门给监视好，要不然，后果会是被关在了这肮脏的TOILET里面！哈哈！开玩笑罢了……XD
事情是这样的：事发是在补习时间，也就是三点二十分左右。当时阿潘向韦老师问去厕所的许可，老师给予了允许。大概二十分钟以后，大家发觉阿潘不见好久了，于是老师就叫AF去探个究竟，韦老师也跟着去了。不久以后，AF回来了。他告诉我们，“雨业被锁在厕所里了！他一直叫“救命啊！救命啊！！”还一直敲打门口呢！哈哈哈哈！“
幸灾乐祸……接着，许多八瓜的人就去八瓜了。一个又接一个，阿姨和阿关也去看了。我和阿夏就在那里想，Hmmm…阿潘会怎样叻？我们两在那里胡思乱想。呜！她们回来了，脸上还有种取笑的笑样。
哦……原来阿潘被反锁在了整间厕所里……想着想着，韦老师进来了！韦老师“Phew！”一声，坐了下来打电话。“哈咯？啊，XX老师啊，那个三楼的男厕所啊，有六个学生被关在了里面，你有没有钥匙啊？”哇塞！六个？！也太多了吧？
由于我们这班伙子一听到“六个学生被关在里面”这句话而议论纷纷，韦老师“喂！吵什么吵！”过后，韦老师就在那里找锁匙，“叮叮当当”响，像风铃似的。找了一阵子，韦老师终于说话了，他说“哎！没救了……”舍米？！阿潘今天死定了？！接着，韦老师又回到了现场阻拦那些八瓜的学生，顺便等那位“锁匙老师”的到来。
距离放学时间还很远，所以我们班有许多翻薯去看看看，八瓜八瓜，无聊！阿姨开玩笑说里面有七个人被关在了里面，然后阿关就问，什么意思？阿姨就说，吶，里面还有一个baby吗！
我笑笑，因为我不明白，谁有了在里面？除了PLJ和孕妇以外，我们班就没有人被我们开玩笑当“年轻妈妈”啦！噢，原来PLJ也被关在了里面……啧啧啧，我真是粗心哪！我还以为PLJ去做“八”哩！
“放学咯！”肥仔AF说。“唔——！！放学啦！不知道阿潘他们怎样了”我跟姸说。“可能被臭死了！”Yan回答。“呵呵！要不，我们去看咯？”Annie建议。“嘿！正有此意！一起咯？”我开心地说，因为有人和我有同感。“Come on， let‘s go！”我已经站在门口等Yan，Annie还有美珊了。
我们走到了距离此厕所的十米外，发现有许多旁观者在那里做“八”，包过6K班的，真是的，人在厕所，你们看个屁呀？无聊！之后，我就回家了。
偌，这就是“The Story Of Poon Yu Yip And Poon Li Jun Stucked In The Smelly Toilet With The Other Four”。哈哈！我可以把这事件弄成一个故事了，可是叻，那差别是，it‘s a true story~哈哈！
经过这次的事件以后，我终于领悟到，人在上厕所的时候，记得，要把整间厕所的大门给监视好，要不然，后果会是被关在了这肮脏的TOILET里面！哈哈！开玩笑罢了……XD
Friday, August 20, 2010
兔宝宝生活日记2
今天，兔宝宝的乳毛（宝宝毛）长得更明显了。虽然只长多了一点，但它们仍然很可爱，呜……好想压压它们噢！我正在想着给它们的名字……不知，以“春夏秋冬”为主会如何？呵呵……这好像跟我与四位好朋友的外号有十分相似噢！
姐姐今早给兔宝宝们吃了兔妈的奶，昨天我们把兔妈与兔宝宝们都分开了，因为怕宝宝被兔妈踩死。当我回到家的时候（今天有下午补习，姐姐就没上课），姐姐告诉我，当她给兔宝宝们自己去兔妈那儿哺乳时，兔宝宝们好像有了点意识，可能是因为太饿了，兔宝宝们好像“飞”似的，跑到了兔妈那儿找喝的。
喝饱以后，我们根据爸爸的资料，得知兔宝宝们今天有吃饱，而且还是非常地饱呢！呵呵，吃饱后肚子大大地，好可爱哟！哎呀！糟！！我现在该去替兔宝宝喂兔妈的奶了，拜！后会有期！
姐姐今早给兔宝宝们吃了兔妈的奶，昨天我们把兔妈与兔宝宝们都分开了，因为怕宝宝被兔妈踩死。当我回到家的时候（今天有下午补习，姐姐就没上课），姐姐告诉我，当她给兔宝宝们自己去兔妈那儿哺乳时，兔宝宝们好像有了点意识，可能是因为太饿了，兔宝宝们好像“飞”似的，跑到了兔妈那儿找喝的。
喝饱以后，我们根据爸爸的资料，得知兔宝宝们今天有吃饱，而且还是非常地饱呢！呵呵，吃饱后肚子大大地，好可爱哟！哎呀！糟！！我现在该去替兔宝宝喂兔妈的奶了，拜！后会有期！
Thursday, August 19, 2010
兔妈生啦！！
八月十八日……我家的Coco迎来了六只小兔兔！！哇！好开心哟，终于有“孙”抱了！！哈哈。可是，由于我们的延误，导致原本六只变成了四只……呜呜呜呜……都怪自己没早点发现，要不然现在有的是六只，六只！！
死了就死了……唉……事情是这样的……昨天，姐姐原本是两点就可以回家的了，但由于妈妈要去KL，姐姐就可能是因为想帮妈妈省油，就跟妈妈一块去了KL（很近而已）。回到家的时候是大概三点多，姐姐还在屋里待了二十分钟多叻！
当姐姐出去的时候，发现粉红色的东西在地上，当初还误以为是仓鼠呢！过后姐姐赶紧进行急救工作，快快把Coco制状，立刻喂奶给兔宝宝。由于笼子是一逢一逢的，兔妈一生了，兔宝宝们全都掉了出来，有一只被兔妈或兔爸踩到了肚子，不幸逝世了……有一只的头被卡在了笼子的逢之间；又及只更是滚到了石头地上，身体上有不少创伤！
当我回到家的时候，那两只都已经死了，唉……命已经拾不回来了，但愿它们可以安息吧！今天，是它们四只出世的第二天，身上都长满了乳毛哦！好快！由于兔妈仍未完全成熟，所以必须由我们亲自抓住兔妈，好让兔宝宝有得吃奶。
啊……希望初生的兔宝宝能健康成长，变成一只成熟的兔子！告诉你一个秘密吧！兔妈才一岁罢了！希望她能从中成长！^^
死了就死了……唉……事情是这样的……昨天，姐姐原本是两点就可以回家的了，但由于妈妈要去KL，姐姐就可能是因为想帮妈妈省油，就跟妈妈一块去了KL（很近而已）。回到家的时候是大概三点多，姐姐还在屋里待了二十分钟多叻！
当姐姐出去的时候，发现粉红色的东西在地上，当初还误以为是仓鼠呢！过后姐姐赶紧进行急救工作，快快把Coco制状，立刻喂奶给兔宝宝。由于笼子是一逢一逢的，兔妈一生了，兔宝宝们全都掉了出来，有一只被兔妈或兔爸踩到了肚子，不幸逝世了……有一只的头被卡在了笼子的逢之间；又及只更是滚到了石头地上，身体上有不少创伤！
当我回到家的时候，那两只都已经死了，唉……命已经拾不回来了，但愿它们可以安息吧！今天，是它们四只出世的第二天，身上都长满了乳毛哦！好快！由于兔妈仍未完全成熟，所以必须由我们亲自抓住兔妈，好让兔宝宝有得吃奶。
啊……希望初生的兔宝宝能健康成长，变成一只成熟的兔子！告诉你一个秘密吧！兔妈才一岁罢了！希望她能从中成长！^^
Monday, August 16, 2010
2Y
今天，没有什么大事，只不过……我觉得我自己很丑，这个问题已经围绕在我身边许久了，我只希望能找出原因，但往往都不敢问，深怕别人取笑我。以前，我从来没有想过这“丑”的问题，直到我发觉别人的美比我棒，比我幽雅。
直到我在面子书上发现我喜欢的人的照片里，他的旁边，有个比我漂亮的人，我才意识到我自身的外在美。我即刻拿了把镜子，我终于在那时候看到了自己的外在，我觉得，我根本配不上我喜欢的人——2Y。他的名字前后都有个‘Y’字，因此我给了他一个外号，叫2Y。
这外号，其实是为了方便朋友们呼叫的。因为在学校，这些爱啊，喜欢啊之类的东西非常潮流。我喜欢2Y，已经有六年多了……以前只是纯粹的“喜欢”，随着时间的煎熬，我从喜欢他，变成了“爱”他。
虽然我不知道他喜不欢喜欢我，但总觉得，他也喜欢我。他鲜少与我对话，但与别人之间的谈话却多得数不清。也许这是我们之间存有的“害羞”吧！上个星期他才向我说了短短的话呢！就算是太少了，我也感到欣慰，因为我们两之间，根本无话题可谈。
我们之间好像有种“默契”，但我们之间就像是“看似很远，其实却很近”的那一种。我们的默契，就是有相同的东西，只是反方向而已。就跟你左边，我右边一样。我们两从小就一起了，但那算不了“青梅竹马”，因为我们从小随是一起走同一条路，但我们的距离，好像远了一点。
我喜欢他，我爱他，但我不能说出来，因为，我在等他的答案。我希望他也跟我一样，喜欢我。虽然有那个叫Yueh Qi的人，我并不害怕她会抢走你，因为选择总是属于你的。我只是希望你心里面的“心上人”是我而已……如果那“心上人”是Yueh Qi的话，我也不会强逼你，因为，如果和自己不喜欢的人在一起，这是不会得到快乐的。
我知道，我不比那个叫Yueh Qi的有志气，但现在的我，正在追求着内在美和外在美。我只是希望你将会选择我，没关系，我愿意等。我给你十年的时间，十年里面，你必须给我一个答案，不过我觉得，你喜欢的人是我。我发觉，你每次望着我时，里面似乎阴藏着股深情的感觉。你好像想保护我，想拥抱我的感觉。但我不知道，因为我不是你，我也不知道你想要什么。
如果你喜欢Yueh Qi，那就去吧！我不会阻止你的。如果你喜欢我的话，但要我等待，好，我愿意等，等到你有能力保护我了，我会随你而去。我怀疑，Nicholas也好像喜欢上我了……他每次都会偷偷地望着我，我也每次都会不小心望到他看着我的脸孔，但我马上就把头移开了，因为我不喜欢他，我喜欢的人是你呀！
十年里，我会等你的答案。如果是年了，你未有个答案，如果有人追求我，而我有对他有点感觉，那，我会接受他的追求，因为我给了你我十年的机会。如果追求我的人是Nicholas，我必定回跟随他，离你而去，但这十年里，我是不会接受别人的，除了，你。在这十年里，我回接受你，但如果十年了，你没有行动，刚好有人追求我，我可能会接受他。但那人，一定回是我对他有感觉的人，绝对不会是没有感觉的人！
直到我在面子书上发现我喜欢的人的照片里，他的旁边，有个比我漂亮的人，我才意识到我自身的外在美。我即刻拿了把镜子，我终于在那时候看到了自己的外在，我觉得，我根本配不上我喜欢的人——2Y。他的名字前后都有个‘Y’字，因此我给了他一个外号，叫2Y。
这外号，其实是为了方便朋友们呼叫的。因为在学校，这些爱啊，喜欢啊之类的东西非常潮流。我喜欢2Y，已经有六年多了……以前只是纯粹的“喜欢”，随着时间的煎熬，我从喜欢他，变成了“爱”他。
虽然我不知道他喜不欢喜欢我，但总觉得，他也喜欢我。他鲜少与我对话，但与别人之间的谈话却多得数不清。也许这是我们之间存有的“害羞”吧！上个星期他才向我说了短短的话呢！就算是太少了，我也感到欣慰，因为我们两之间，根本无话题可谈。
我们之间好像有种“默契”，但我们之间就像是“看似很远，其实却很近”的那一种。我们的默契，就是有相同的东西，只是反方向而已。就跟你左边，我右边一样。我们两从小就一起了，但那算不了“青梅竹马”，因为我们从小随是一起走同一条路，但我们的距离，好像远了一点。
我喜欢他，我爱他，但我不能说出来，因为，我在等他的答案。我希望他也跟我一样，喜欢我。虽然有那个叫Yueh Qi的人，我并不害怕她会抢走你，因为选择总是属于你的。我只是希望你心里面的“心上人”是我而已……如果那“心上人”是Yueh Qi的话，我也不会强逼你，因为，如果和自己不喜欢的人在一起，这是不会得到快乐的。
我知道，我不比那个叫Yueh Qi的有志气，但现在的我，正在追求着内在美和外在美。我只是希望你将会选择我，没关系，我愿意等。我给你十年的时间，十年里面，你必须给我一个答案，不过我觉得，你喜欢的人是我。我发觉，你每次望着我时，里面似乎阴藏着股深情的感觉。你好像想保护我，想拥抱我的感觉。但我不知道，因为我不是你，我也不知道你想要什么。
如果你喜欢Yueh Qi，那就去吧！我不会阻止你的。如果你喜欢我的话，但要我等待，好，我愿意等，等到你有能力保护我了，我会随你而去。我怀疑，Nicholas也好像喜欢上我了……他每次都会偷偷地望着我，我也每次都会不小心望到他看着我的脸孔，但我马上就把头移开了，因为我不喜欢他，我喜欢的人是你呀！
十年里，我会等你的答案。如果是年了，你未有个答案，如果有人追求我，而我有对他有点感觉，那，我会接受他的追求，因为我给了你我十年的机会。如果追求我的人是Nicholas，我必定回跟随他，离你而去，但这十年里，我是不会接受别人的，除了，你。在这十年里，我回接受你，但如果十年了，你没有行动，刚好有人追求我，我可能会接受他。但那人，一定回是我对他有感觉的人，绝对不会是没有感觉的人！
Sunday, August 15, 2010
奇怪症
啊~真是的。最近老是以为周围的事实都好像梦境般，一直有“我在发梦”的那种感觉出现。应该是生病的缘故吧！或者是吃药的副作用吧！不知道，这只是我的猜测而已……
但自从我生病那天，就有这种类似“在睁着眼睛发梦”的情况了……可能是生病的缘故，可能是吃了那药的缘故。但光靠猜测是不会知道答案的，要获取正确的答案的话，医药书医疗书是最适合不过的了。且慢！其实，找医生也是一种办法，只是需要自己辛苦赚来的钱罢了……
不过我也不去追究，因为这“一直以为自己发梦症”并没有出现任何异样，所以没有必要破费。这种病症应该不是病症来的……也许只是最近头脑需要休息，发出这种讯息想通知通知而已。
现在需要早晚饭后吃粒药丸；加多一粒Vitamin C而已。可是当要出去，麻烦就来啦！要戴口罩出去，免得惹来一片“传染”风云。
在这里再补充补充，如果大家有类似这样的情况（发梦的），记得要和我分享分享噢！
但自从我生病那天，就有这种类似“在睁着眼睛发梦”的情况了……可能是生病的缘故，可能是吃了那药的缘故。但光靠猜测是不会知道答案的，要获取正确的答案的话，医药书医疗书是最适合不过的了。且慢！其实，找医生也是一种办法，只是需要自己辛苦赚来的钱罢了……
不过我也不去追究，因为这“一直以为自己发梦症”并没有出现任何异样，所以没有必要破费。这种病症应该不是病症来的……也许只是最近头脑需要休息，发出这种讯息想通知通知而已。
现在需要早晚饭后吃粒药丸；加多一粒Vitamin C而已。可是当要出去，麻烦就来啦！要戴口罩出去，免得惹来一片“传染”风云。
在这里再补充补充，如果大家有类似这样的情况（发梦的），记得要和我分享分享噢！
终于
噎！终于可以恢复我的“部落格天涯”咯！哈哈……之前是还有一个的……只是那时候忘了正所谓的“log out”，现在搞得这种“要开多一个hotmail；开多一个blog” 的悲剧……但放心啦！我已经完成我的使命了！不必受苦了~啊哈哈哈哈……
所以，我正式欢迎浏缆我部落格的朋友们add我哟！我现在已有多一个email address啦，所以没有我第二个的朋友们，就来加我吧！呵呵。
mailto:angelknight_blue@hotmail.com是我上次那个久的部落格所使用的XXXX（不知道怎么说啦！），唉……都怪自己糊涂，忘了club不是自己家，现在要回去用它写部落格都不能咯！一定是给人家拿去糊搞，一定是换掉我的密码了！然后占为己有，对！所谓“把快乐建在别人的痛苦上”这个意思。
可是我想，club的人不该都是“GOOD”的吗？但我又再想，“人不可貌箱”啊！club里的人当中可能会有骇客呀！也许我的部落格所遇到的“敌人”就是骇客叻！5555……怎么会这样？！我本来还想写好多好多好多东西的叻！不过找机会我要叫妈妈带我去club游泳然后冲凉然后去图书馆然后去第三架电脑看我的部落怎样了。
OK啦！我现在给多你我另一个“热信”hotmail，欢迎ADD我哟！shui_moon@hotmail.com 呵呵。
所以，我正式欢迎浏缆我部落格的朋友们add我哟！我现在已有多一个email address啦，所以没有我第二个的朋友们，就来加我吧！呵呵。
mailto:angelknight_blue@hotmail.com是我上次那个久的部落格所使用的XXXX（不知道怎么说啦！），唉……都怪自己糊涂，忘了club不是自己家，现在要回去用它写部落格都不能咯！一定是给人家拿去糊搞，一定是换掉我的密码了！然后占为己有，对！所谓“把快乐建在别人的痛苦上”这个意思。
可是我想，club的人不该都是“GOOD”的吗？但我又再想，“人不可貌箱”啊！club里的人当中可能会有骇客呀！也许我的部落格所遇到的“敌人”就是骇客叻！5555……怎么会这样？！我本来还想写好多好多好多东西的叻！不过找机会我要叫妈妈带我去club游泳然后冲凉然后去图书馆然后去第三架电脑看我的部落怎样了。
OK啦！我现在给多你我另一个“热信”hotmail，欢迎ADD我哟！shui_moon@hotmail.com 呵呵。
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