You know, things change, people change. Long story short, we all tend to grow up, but memories stay put and remain a vital part in ourselves. Even my language has improved big time compared to the little me :>
It has been a hectic life-changing two years. Things are so much different than before. Looking back to the past, I've never imagined that I have made it this far, time really flies like the speed of light. *enlightened* and I'm like so old and wrinkly and fat and short-sighted. Okay, I'm exaggerating. No girl will ever be satisfied with themselves. Especially me. I've grow like so much now, physically and mentally (more on the physical side) . Ah, and life is such a journey. I was at my highest peak in 2013, and well now, I'm at my lowest peak in my career. I play sports by the way, if you haven't already noticed. Plus, mind mind is growing in a weird way, and I tend to say or think or do a lot of stuffs that I never thought that I would be doing. It's like, I'm not like myself anymore.
Truth be told, I needed a break. And which is why I came back here, to spill some of my bottled colourful manemalihambada (I made that up lol) spirited water (no). ah, how I've missed this place. So pure and filled with my pristine and at times a little bit muddy childhood. One of the best memories are made during your childhood. There's no denying to that.
I should stop here. There's a lot to tell about what happened during these few years. And me being lazy and an enigma of my own, I'm not fond with telling my own stories and expressing my feelings, which is how I spluttered something that pissed me coach off. How I wished that everything is just a dream. Nightmare or not, it doesn't feel surreal. It's like I'm living in a dream where everything that has happened feels like its incredulous and it shouldn't be happening and that it feels like a dream, an incredulous dream.
Alright I'll stop right here. Met an English teacher who flips my whole table of grammar English language and whatever over, now my whole english vocabulary feels utterly messed up and odd. I need to get this fixed man, like seriously.
Okay, it feels really good to be back here, so homey and down-to-earth. Until next time, my little spot of peace.
And here's a little baby sloth for my sloth-day :)
