Long time napping zorh.
It's time ta get up! x)
Once again.
Ola! :D
Today is a REAL BIG DAY--- The Last Day For 2011.
I can't say whether Imma sad or not.
But my heart feels HEAVY. :/
I'll miss it. D':
I wanna talk about 2011 before it goes to DA' history.
Here goes! :)
HEYYY. Lovely 2011. :)
I don't like FORMAL letters because it sucks.
So I'll go on with MA' way. :)
2011, there's lotsa happy, sweet things and of course, there's SAD things.
Idk how to say / even describe.
The sad things are really really sour.
In the starting of 2011, I've decided.
To stop.
Loving him.
I cried.
For a night.
It was sad.
But it's worth it. ;)
I've been through those scoldings, critics & other really hurtful things.
It's un-describe-able.
It was HURTFUL.
Perhaps it's the chance for me to grow.. ?
To be more careful about the danger when I'm climbing a cliff.
I've changed from here to there.
Just because I wanted a better future.
But I lost something else instead.
I've lost something I've long wanted.
BUT.
I don't wanna tell ya. :P
It's TOP SECRET. :3
Maybe I'll only keep it until some time..
When there is no more danger.. ?
Hahahah. xD
There's lotsa lotsa happy, fun, exciting.. Things too. :D
But I just can't figure them out. :/
You know..
But Idk. xP
Hmmm.
I'm rmb-ing.
The happy moments.
Can I somehow meditate too.. ? :D
Okayyy.
I met some nice nice really nice fwens.
I just LOVE them.
But sometimes they're mean.
Sometimes they make me MAD.
Sometimes they even make me HATE them.
But these doesn't mean anything.
I just wanna say that.
They are just so AWESOME! :D
You know who you areee. :)))
I missed the Seasonz.
When the happy moments flashed through my head.
I always thought of,
"When are we gonna be together again?"
But it's impossible. :(
I WISHED that we are gonna be FOREVER TOGETHER like we said.
But it's not gonna work.
We are too far apart.
There's TOO many things blocking our way to the finish line.
But I always thought of one day, just ONE day, when we're together. ;)
Hi! :D
Long time no see.
How's life?
As usual?
Owh.
Sry.
Left u without goodbye.
I rmbed when our sisters teaching those kids learn-to-swim.
We play cards @ the lil' kids' playground. :)
And my bro. :D
You me.
Too close.
We laugh together.We hang out together.
We play hide & seek @ DA' car park.
We climbed the bahzillion steps to the tennis court.
..
We're SO close together.
UNTIL..
When I left.
To another place for a better future.
Then.
After NAG.
You asked.
"Tuesday got come?"
I said that Immma not going back.
*Silence*
I know.
I've HURT you. :'(
I AM SO SORRY.
And then.
It's too far.
You're now with HER.
I'm not jealous.
Not hurt.
Just felt happy for u.
I can't give u what u want.
只可惜，我们有缘无份。
送你一句：友达以上，情人未满。
只能怪我没有发现你的存在。
Too many bad things zorh.
Right.. ? x)
I still can't rmb some more happy things. :/
Anyways.
There's laughters, tears, pain, bleeding..
And that's MA' 2011 life.
Let us step out our foot, and go on to 2012!! :D
Lastly.
To my beloved family, pets, fwens & elders, youngers.. And 2011,
THANKIEW for making MA' 2011 colourful.
Although some of u are not really nice with me anymore, but who cares?
You guys have once made my life beautiful. :)
MA' cute lil' chubby pets, thankiew for giving me a chance to take care of u.
Although some of u chubbies are not anymore with me,
but you'll ALWAYS be inside of MA' heart. ♥
THANKIEW!!!!! :D
